Who am I ?

If all faces in the world were same.

And there were no name.

What distinguished me from thee ?

Who would me be ?

A tree, that grows tall.

Or, some beautiful waterfall.

What is my hole ?

What if, there were no soul.

But only the cells.

Would I be a lump of flesh ?

But, what if there were no body.

And I were a soul.

Who am I now ?

Who am I ?

What is my purpose?


 

A Catalyst

You showed me

How flowers bloomed without bitterness

The Sun rose without hatred

How thoughts could destroy human life

And expectations killed love

In my amusements to clouds and sky

You pointed out meanings of life

In my happiness with rain and rivers

You taught me to dive and come back

Because slowly I realized

I never came back and was lost

Inside rivers

Inside imaginations

Inside thoughts

Inside clouds

This is why my life had been so messy

I lived in some different world

I still do

But get electrified when I miss you

Your visions work like a catalyst

And rule my entire system !


 

In love of clouds

You appear like a nightmare,

The black-holes surround.

I constantly gaze and peep-out.

And wonder,

To an adult you have grown.

The gloom and the glow, you have known.

This excites me, equally.

Like an intoxicated girl.

Despair in love, Addicted to the body,

Lost inside the eyebrows of her man.

Your thunder spark the currents.

Tear the walls of my soul.

Aching like the Sun, Healing as the rain,

At the same time.

Like a mature man,

You handle everything so calmly.

Swallow all the hurdles.

And fill me with the shower of joys.

This way, you embrace my each cell.

Like its your own.

With the drops,

That extinguishes the volcanoes.

Continuously evolving inside me.

And this expands our love

Like the mystery,

Of the ever-expanding universe.


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“Dearie”

Where the words end,Silences begin

A beam of golden rays emerges within

Craving the state of “Self-consciousness”

Blowing my emptiness and mindfulness.

Whats your identity?, Where you belong?

The ancient skies pass,when you’re along

Did you rule me?, or did hypnotize?

I felt brainless,boneless and did paralyze.

Your “Concerns” of life,psyche and soul

The seeker inside me, realizes a hole

A mysterious “Dearie”, like a moving cloud

With silent “Smiles” and silences screaming loud.

Tell me!, we share the same Earth

And been seekers before & since the birth,

Human is a crap and “Mind is a trap”

I believe, it is perhaps !!!



#——–Found a “Seeker”, inside this dense forest, who talks about “Spiritualism”, psyche,mind,body and soul. The quoted words are his original ones. Thank you for being an amazing companion,until “The Sun sets”. And I badly wish ” The Sun never sets.” May be I am asking, the time to halt.———#

White-spaces

Here we are

I and me

Sitting alone at the edges, till ages

Just the air is there, to accompany

Unless we imagine, you to be.

And when we don’t

We are in complete isolation.

We often are woke-n up

By the eyes running over us.

And we get scared

And close our eyes and mind in haste

To re-start our systems with a blink

And there you are, beside us

We smile at you

And you smile back.

This is how human life runs

With few realism’s, Ruling our bodies

And few illusions,

Ruling our souls !!!


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Pale fingers

filled with nicotine

On the white paper moved well..

Red eyes

In the imaginary world

glanced and gazed !

I wonder

How far your imaginations reach?

But they never fly over my roof

Where I stand

Each night

With a wish to feel you !!!


Come out of my dreams and imaginations.

Thank you dear Artist. Please contact me, if you ever see this !

An addiction

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 Your curious looks

curvy like brooks

Tossed my heart, tore me apart

Your reddened face

lips up for praise

Raised eyebrows, clear and close

Slight smile of thee

hypnotizes me

Deeper I sink in sea, never sets me free

But Remember !

You need no verbs to describe your nerves

I know

where you stand, how hard you pretend

When you gazed a star, traversed alone and far

Remember !

I am there

As long as you despair

I will wait, until you repair

Your traces and faces

Because this is no love

In my words

“An Addiction !!!”


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Poetry by :- Isolated_girl

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SMILES

SMILES

Saponaria ( Soap-wort )

        Inside the shades of pink

             Deeper and deeper I sink

                 I am no me,within a blink !


Magnolia ( Magnoliaceae )

        That magical aura

             Cosmopolitan Sophora

                      Magnolia Grandiflora   !


Ixora ( West Indian Jasmine )

         Sweet like jasmine

                Weather like spring

                        Variations it bring !


Linaria ( Snapdragon Family )

          Life is a dark-purple

               Marks like an hour-circle

                             Seeks love eternal !


Echinacea ( Cone Flower )

  Sorts of magic in cone

        Souls are already blown

           Desires and dreams have grown !


Silene  ( Carnation Family )

           Memories are data

                  Thoughts are chordata

                       Your smile is Silene Colarata !



#-Meanings-Of-Your-SMILES-In-My-Dictionary-# !!!

 #Haikus #poetry #thoughts

 

Be-Aware! of the clouds, In 2017

You said

We had our own sky

Only the clouds

Mis-lead us

By floating, And creating

Illusions,

Hallucinations,

Into our minds

Does that mean

We need to clear our visions?

Or, we need to clear the clouds?

I know,

The sky is there

And will be gone no-where,

Until we are gone !

Then,

What is the ultimate reason

For the reason?

To clear the sky?

Or, To clear the vision?

But,

What is the sky?

What are the clouds?

Which ones are mine?

And, which ones are thy-ne?

#Confusions

#Personal Thoughts-1


We have our own sky,no matter where we lie, in the sky or in the clouds so high. The clouds float, cover our sky , hide our visions, for no good reasons and change like seasons. Why clouds are there?, everywhere, so that we care, and its no rare, to include the clouds, in our prayer?

These clouds distract us, our thoughts, our ultimate goals, and the good reasons, for which we are here on this Earth. So, What are our goals? To abolish the clouds, the wandering clouds and to clear our sky, clear our visions, for the good reasons and be a constant season? So that, our sky shines clearer, brighter and everyone admires its beauty.

The New Year 2017 starts. We have our own goals, dreams, thoughts and better visions  and resolutions for the year.Lets not let clouds mislead us,dis-tract us and create illusions into our minds. Lets make our sky beautiful,which shines like the diamond, inside this space.

 

 


#Be aware of the clouds !!!

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